The tea has been spilled and it’s scalding
*exploring south Brooklyn with the director I am currently working with, talking about love and life and art
*watching the Diana Vreeland documentary
time for my nightly panic
my therapist didn’t know anything about the clearance letter
when I emailed my dean to ask him what the timeline was / explain what my anxieties were, he simply said he understood and pushed a conversation to Wednesday
that means two more nights of not being able to sleep.
if I am forced to stay here I have no money to pay, no housing, no classes, no design assignments, no job, and some estranged friends.
if I have to stay here it proves I really fucked up the rest of my life.
I wish I could explain that my less than rigid vegetarianism right now is fully due to me trying to not lose anymore weight / force myself to eat so they can’t prevent me from going abroad due to that
|earl grey:||how do you take your tea?|
|lady grey:||favorite outfit?|
|irish breakfast:||what country do you want to visit?|
|peppermint:||what's your favorite holiday and why?|
|milk:||do you have any allergies?|
|sugar:||tell me about your first crush|
|honey:||type out the last text you sent|
|green tea:||where do you feel most at peace?|
|bubble tea:||what ride would you pick at an amusement park?|
|mug:||when/where do you normally drink tea?|
|chai:||what do you order at starbucks?|
|oolong:||what are you hoping to be doing in ten years?|
|herbal:||post a selfie|
|coffee:||surprise coffee ask! how do you take your coffee?|